It’s been a long time since I’ve written something personal here. I just don’t normally do this. I just think that I suck at writing down my thoughts (and I also think my grammar isn’t that great). I always get tangled up towards the end. Always wrapping it up without making any sense at all. (And also because I’m lazy and my tumblr access has been blocked for weeks now. Boooo)
So many things have happened these past few weeks. My mind is just full of jumbled ideas on how to act on certain problems. Opinions always gets the best of me. (Did I use that correctly?) I just hate how I grew up that way. Sooo, here they are:
-Typhoon Haiyan just hit our country and left a not so pleasant scene after. I really want to help in the repacking of goods but I can’t seem to find time. I’m thinking of absenting myself from work one of these days just to help somewhere. I don’t know yet, but I think I’ll go to SDA or to Villamor Airbase or to DLSU. Already gave some stuff to my sister the other day, but I think I can still do more. I hope I’m still not too late.
-We learned last week that our mom just dropped the bomb on us. Starting this month I think, we’re now in charge of paying for everything. (Rent, car maintenance, bills, etc…). She told my sister in a not-so-calm conversation. I don’t know what happened, but whatever. Can’t do anything about it. And I think it’s about time that we pay for it don’t you think, mom? It’s been years that we insist on paying for most of the stuff that we have. But you won’t let us. You too INSISTED. Well, thank you for everything, for helping us for the past years that we’ve been working, and thank you for letting us handle these responsibilities from now on, but you don’t have to be angry at us. You can talk to us calmly. Jeez. It almost sounded like you really didn’t like supporting us all those years like we forced you to it. Whatever. I guess it’s time to save more money starting now.
-TR90 just launched, and I was not able to capitalize on it. It sucks. I can really say that I’m not that really good in sales, but I’m trying. There’s still 2weeks left. Hoping and praying that I get to find someone I can share this life transforming opportunity with. (And if you know someone interested, contact me. :p)
-Aaaand 13th month came already. Aaaaaand because christmas is coming, I just made a list of people who I need to buy gifts for (because I can’t sleep). Aaaaand there are a lot of them. I think there are about 50+ gifts I need to buy for christmas. Aaaaand I think 13th month pay won’t last that long in my bank account. I hope and pray that there would still be a bugdet left for me. I want to buy a macbook pro. Hopefully what’s left would be enough.
That’s it I guess. Hope I entertained you with my petty problems in life. ‘Til next time. Hopefully I get to wake up later for work.